"I was away for a week without telling somebody and when I came back noone seemed to care"
I'm sorry. I know that my words may not seem like much because people didn't notice, they didn't seem to care but I do. And I realize that that's a shout into the void, that I'm just some 20 year old girl behind a computer on this vast thing we call the internet and I might not even be near where you live so why would i care, but I do. I care because I want to make a difference, even if it’s in one person’s life. I care because no one should disappear for a week, a day, a year, and no one look. That no one should cry themselves to sleep at night because they don’t like something about themselves or their life. I care because someone has to and although I may not know you, ever meet you, it’s important to know that I care. That I hope you wake up one day and the sun is shining, the world turns, and there is beauty around you.
I've wanted to disappear before. To clear my head of all the electronics, all the crap that life sometimes throws your way, and just live simply. Trust me, I still wish I could take a week off and find myself but life isn’t that simple. Sometimes the people you hope would be there are the first ones to leave, the world is shocking, and I’m sorry. Don’t ever think that there’s no one out there that doesn’t care because even when the world has seemed to give up, I’m here and I care.